I'm back. I have been back for two weeks and it feels like I have been home for three months. Over the past 4 weeks time doesn't seem to make sense. My last two weeks in Rome seemed to go by in fast forward and now it feels like someone put life in slow motion.
I am not transitioning back into my life in Pittsburgh as well as I had hoped. All I want to do is sleep. All I want to do is think about being in Rome with all of my friends and cousins. Don't get me wrong, I am so excited to see my friends, family, and dogs again but I just feel so unsatisfied.
I feel like I am falling and think someone is going to catch me but I didn't tell anyone I needed them too.
So, instead I am going to use reading and writing! I am going to start reading classics and use the stories to help me get out of this funk. Then, I am going to write what I learn from each book on here to help organize my thoughts :)
Sorry for the depressing post. I am sure it isn't the last but with every day and every book life will get better!
Hope xx
And in a few weeks I'll be right there in a funk with ya :)
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