Sofie.

It's weird how things can change you the instant they happen. About a month ago I had to answer the question 'if you could pick any superpower, which would you choose to have and why?'. My answer was to be able to read minds. I wasn't exactly sure why I picked that but it just seemed right.

If you asked me that question today, my answer would be to be able to travel back in time (like in the movie 'About Time'). Before yesterday, I really had never wished for that. Even though bad things happened, I just had to feel it and heal. 

A few days ago, my first dog passed away. She was 14 years old and she had been in my life since I was 6. I only have a few memories that don't include her. My life just doesn't seem right without her. Her barking at my dad. Her kissing my mom. Her scratching at my bed for me to pick her up. 

I would do anything to be able to go back for just a second and give her one more kiss. It's not that I regret anything, I just want more with her. I know that seems selfish because we got to love her for 14 years but I loved her more than you can imagine.