It's all going to be fine.

That's what everyone keeps telling me and they are right. I just have to make sure I am learning from all of this.

I will be in London in almost 7 months(I can't wait!). Then after I graduate I plan to live all around the country and world. I have to get better at being away from the people I love. I have to get better at coping on my own. I don't want to shut myself down and not talk to my friends but I also don't want to lean on them too much. I am having quite a bit of trouble finding that balance right now. It's difficult for me because I feel like I feel things so intensely that not many people understand.

Hope xx