Friday, October 5, 2012

No one said it was going to be easy...

Wow. I feel like crap. I'm in a bad mood, the kind you where don't want to be cheered up, you just want life to stop so you can catch back up.

I came home from class today all excited because I did well on my first Italian exam and to make things even better, I don't have school on Monday so I get to go home for three days! Then, I checked my email and I realized I got another to do list for studying abroad. This time the list is filled with forms and letters that I have to complete to get my visa. It just feels like my to do lists go on and on. Like every time I think I am ahead…I get more papers to fill out. I feel guilty because I know that everyone who studies abroad has to do all of this but I've never had anyone tell me about this part…the part when you want to just stop filling out the forms and say never mind. I know this will be completely worth it in the end and I hope a month from now I will laugh about how worried I was over nothing, but in this moment it's too overwhelming for me to handle.

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